(On our way to Round 2 of EDC !)
(On our way to Round 2 of EDC !)
Dear Stanley & Co.,
There weren’t very many names that pop into mind from my childhood. But some of them consist of you guys. Why ? Because I remember all those days on the playground, whether it was the dodgeball wall at the end of the tether ball courts, or the very corner of the soccer field, you’ll find us running around fighting the evil people with our magical powers. Most recesses & lunches consisted of our secret meetings & protection plots against other magical things. LOL. What silly children we were. I loved it. I wonder where you guys are now and what you guys are doing. We lost touch when we got older & were preparing for transfer for “intermediate school” lol. oh the days. Anyway, thanks for the wonderful memories <3
when i told you i didn’t fall in that deep. the problem was that I’ve trusted you for too long & had no walls to keep my feelings locked in or keep you out. I’ve fallen deep enough for it to hurt. & I might’ve lied when I said I wasn’t mad at you.. cause in reality, I’m angry at the both of us.
We said familiarity will break us down harder the second time around—you wanted out before history repeated itself, when history is already repeating for me </3
Dear fiance !
We didn’t talk much all those times you’ve been home in SJ(/Milpitas). & I see you the random times I come out with Kimmy. & we talk even less when you’re away. So following you on tumblr is the most contact I actually have with you, cause you post all those cute pictures and short blogs of what you do and how you feel and what not. haha, i feel like a weirdo for saying that or something -_- anyway, I hope you come home this summer. So I can see you before I run off to San Diego. We should all like.. plan a little trip or something. I don’t think we’ve done much when you’re here. I think we all go out to eat alot. Or stay at the room. Well, the times I ever came around. lol. Random.
K well, miss you ! Hope all is well.
<33 Crrazzzzyyy Casey !
i really do miss you alot. i haven’t seen you in a while. I honestly don’t know what I’ve been doing with myself and my time. Things haven’t been all that great. I kinda got lost for a while. Not quite back on track yet, but it’s summer now.. so it doesn’t really matter. I hope we get to spend a little more time together this summer before I move. my schedule doesn’t open that much more, with work and all, but I am determined ! I miss you. Hope all is well. Hope your enjoying that new bed of yours ;] LOL. jk. kinda. Anyway, We need to go back to Valco and take new pictures :] we should start a collage of em. lol, k.Love yous.
I miss you. And I’m sorry that we’ve drifted so apart. It’s been a while now since I last saw you, but I hope you’re doing well. I apologize for not having tried to reach out to you sooner and more frequently. I hope we’ll be able to hang out and catch up sometime soon.
Since my sister & I going out of town this weekend, my mom is in charge of caring for Mufasa. He has a water bowl instead of a bottle & my mom is too scared to stick her hand in the tank to fill it. Now she has to go buy him a water bottle since there’s no other option since she refuses to fill his water bowl. So she does care about him… Hahahah. Oh mother :)
Yea I use “luh” instead of “love” sometimes, mainly with my friends. Have been for a while now. So don’t correct me just cause you think it’s stupid & sounds weird, it’s supposed to be silly.
So I just finished my very last final for De Anza ! Mind you I didn’t do very well this quarter, but IT’S OKAYYYYY. I. AM. FREAKKIN. DONE !!!!
GENERAL ED CERTIFICATE. AA in Liberal Arts w/ Social science emphasis. ON MY FCKING WAY TO SAN DIEGO in THREE MONTHS.
i was having a pretty blah day, when I decided to go to Starbucks towards the end of my lunch to get my fix. Long story short—I got a free venti sized fix, compliments of the cutie :] & we got to chitchat a bit while I waited for my drink, which took abnormally long to make.. but it was ok ;] but let me tell you, it made my day. hahaha
@gabriellonica, i love youssss ! <33
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY ! I’M GONNA GET YOU DRUNK BUY YOU HELLA DRINKS ON WENDESDAY, NO FCKING DOUBT ABOUT IT. >;]
I spent alot of energy after our break-up being mad at you. Sometimes even hating you. & I know I caused you alot of pain during that time, but you were hurting me too. Things were bad for a while between us before we split & eventually, as I recall correctly.. I was the one that caused a lot of that heartache.. but it wasn’t fair to you if I had stuck around. It wasn’t fair to me. I’m not going to go into detail about the things that could’ve been done differently after our break up that could’ve made our lives easier. It doesn’t matter anymore. We’re on better terms now, we don’t talk.. but it’s okay. At least we’ve made peace.
I just wanted to thank you for what was probably one of the best things that happened to me in high school—you. I was young (& stupid), but I learned alot & grew from what we both went through. You were my first love & the greatest heartache I’ve experienced thus far. Thank you for everything, the good & bad.
Maybe one day we’ll eventually have that drink that you kept asking for.
p.s. I know I used to threaten you (after our break up) that I’d throw out/burn my keepsake, but I still have it til this day. Just thought I’d let you know.
just paid for my speeding ticket.
Traffic school due by August 20th.
Words can not begin to express.
it’s been over 2 years since you’ve been gone
I miss you. We’ll see each other and chill again someday.