so today was like betheultimatefatty day for me or something ;[
I had PHO for breakfast made by my mom, then for lunch @ work I went & got TERIYAKI CHICKEN & SHRIMP w/ RICE from Sarku, then I had my usual FROZEN YOGURT (4oz w/ graham crackers & almonds) on top of that, & towards the end of the shift I figured I wouldn’t be having dinner @ home so I went & got myself a PRETZEL cause I was craving it anyway, but when I got home my mom had SPRING ROLLS waiting for me, so I obviously didn’t resist… I had 2. I wanted to have a yoga session before turning to the books, but I don’t think I will. lol
I had the urge to just gain all the weight back that I lost cause I can’t FIT a lot of my clothes anymore :[ lol, but that’s the downside I guess to losing weight. Maybe I’ll just celebrate by shopping sometimes soon if I keep the weight off :]
Andrew tried to give me a hug after I told him that I was kinda sad over my most recent boy problems. I tried to turn away & hide. I have to admit that the only time I’m probably truly comfortable with giving him a hug is probably when I’m drunk.. That or because I’m just too drunk to care, lol. On top of it, this just happened at work so it’s even more uncomfortable for me. Lol.
Sorry Andrew :) hahahha, <3
‘nough said.. lol.
k.. back to studying I go. That long ass break was well-worth it in the end. LMFAO
I’ve always found my neighborhood to be pretty quiet & uneventful. Over the last few months, houses nearby have been broken into & robbed.. EVEN IN BROAD DAYLIGHT. First the neighbors down the street, there was a failed attempt across the street, & now the family right next to us was robbed. Whoever it is, I have a feeling it’s the same group of people that have been ransacking the houses.. All the attempts occurred during the same time frame in the morning.
what has this world come to ? ;[
especially when they’re super friendly & silly :)
i think I am going to start setting myself MONTHLY goals. & to keep track of it all, I will do so on my tumblr :) Maybe that way some of you can keep me on track as well <33 so here it goes…
&!_ Pay off BOTH my credit card bills @ it’s CURRENT Balance by the of the month (for privacy reasons, I’ll keep the amount to myself :) kthx.)
&!_ ONCE paid off, I will not exceed 50% of its limit at any given time, UNLESS it is absolutely necessary.
&!_ I will stay off FACEBOOK until the end of the quarter/my last day of finals.. approximately March 25th. I have already deleted the FBAPP from my phone.
&!_ I will go to YOGA w/ Katie at least ONCE a week, so that means I gotta stay on top of my math hw to be able to do this.
&!_ I will NOT drink alcohol (liquor OR beer) more than once a week. :] (but it’s not like i’m drinking every week ANYWAY, so I got this one in the bag already. lol)
OKAY, that’s it for now. wish me luck ! &>
OH, did i forget about FAFSA ? YES,
&!_ I will also finish & apply for my FAFSA.
&!_ oh, & I will start applying for campus housing -_-
I’m laying in bed with a bajillion things going on in my mind.
I find it odd that I got home before my momma, though it’s happened before.. this time she didn’t go clubbin, so it was just weird. YES MY MOM GOES CLUBBING, but only when my cousins take her out :] My momma needs a life too. Love you mom <3
Anyway, I’m laying here … still in my jeans & tank. Make up still on, contacts dry. Hair a mess. Just finished a WHOLE pack of Hi-Chews (which btw, they have for $1 @ 711 now. lol) Nothing on TV to watch. BOO.
I’m trying really hard not to read into these little things. and it doesn’t help that I don’t have my girl friends to confide to on a daily, or even once in a while ! Everyone’s doing their own thang, & s’whateva nows. fck man.
K I am going to lay in bed playing Words With Friends until I finally get ready for bed.
stuck on repeat.
idk when the last time was that I felt butterflies just thinking about someone -_- I feel like a middle school girl that’s obsessed… not really tho. lol
I honestly don’t think you should start sht w/ your boss unless your ready to stand your ground & back your sht up. otherwise, you’ll just have to deal w/ the consequences.
NEWSFLASH for you. I am your fckin boss, you’re working in MY store, & I control most things around here. If you’re going to complain about your job, have poor work performance, talk sht behind my back, and blow up my phone & bother me w/ nonsense.. it’s going to affect you. if you’re gonna accuse me of sht to my face & I happen to stand MY ground, better be ready to stand yours. otherwise, I’d advise you to stay quiet.
they weren’t kidding about drama club here, ugh >;[ asdfghjkl”&’fdd